I need to dance. I need to wear bows in my hair everyday. I need to shock people with the cruelities that come our of my mouth. I need to be committed to someone. I need to wear short shorts and babydoll dresses. I need to sing obnoxiously to music in my car. I need to listen to the weird bands nobody knows. I need to tell potato jokes. I need to get it out like craig. I need to be alone, for once. I need to wear crop tops. I need to drive you guys around and bump thaddy beats. I need to smoke cigarettes and wear red lipsticks. I need to sit on the pier with someone. I need to flirt with guys that like the same music as me, so I can impress them with my knowledge. I need to stop procrastinating so much. I need to walk my doggy. I need to laugh for 20 minutes straight and cry from laughing. I need to be socially unacceptable. I need to make someone laugh for once. I need to stop talking to you and start talking to you. I need to stop caring so much. I need to get out of here and go there. I need to listen to the rain and watch the sunset. I need to have sex. I need to go to palos verdes and 3rd street promenade. I need to stop spending money. I need to listen to the Arctic Monkeys and Frightened Rabbit on the 405 alone. I need to talk to you on the phone forever. I need to wear weird jewlery and feel beautiful. I need to feel right. I need to babysit Oscar and Lucas and Jax. I need you to reach out. I need to lose weight. I need to tell someone everything. I need someone to tell me everything. I need to do the homework I have right now. I need to get a job. I need to forget everything and live like there are no rules. I need to speak up for myself. I need to tell you how I feel about you. I need to shake my ass like a fool, not like a slut. I need to keep in touch. I need to stop being such a downer. I need to win you back. I need to dance. I need to dance. I need to dance. I need to dance. I need to smile.