February 2012
30 posts
We We We got it right.
I need to dance. I need to wear bows in my hair everyday. I need to shock people with the cruelities that come our of my mouth. I need to be committed to someone. I need to wear short shorts and babydoll dresses. I need to sing obnoxiously to music in my car. I need to listen to the weird bands nobody knows. I need to tell potato jokes. I need to get it out like craig. I need to be alone, for...
“They get nostalgic about the last ten years before the last ten years have...”
– Ben Folds
Making Your Own Illumination
I want to want. Your ankle tight black jeans have always been normal, too normal for my fingertips. Tenderness is subjective and watching romance movies dissolves all of my fantasizes; They only intensify my unfeasible expectations. I lost myself, I know. I lost myself in my own self through measures of two second conformity and mental dispositions. But hey, I’m back ya’ all…or...
“I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, and to have the...”
– The Vow
Listen
“Old friend, why you so shy?”
– Hey Adele, thanks for the advice
Let’s just go back.
ohmyjizzzle asked: ; )
PHS
Having to write a love poem when I’m THIS sexually frustrated is truly painful.
I need to go out this weekend. #ohwait
Pretty Pretty Pretty
You need to get a life. Really, please get a life. Mine has nothing to do with yours so how about you go away. Stop caring, its okay to stop caring. Everything is history, and I’m sorry you can’t stop creeping on my every word. Judge me honey, because yes I cared enough to right this but really you’re just a source of comedic relief. Hearts break but things move on. Sorry...
What is… What is…
Okay rules are being broken starting now, and goals are going to be achieved. Lets do this. I will. I can. I want. I AM.
I’m not waiting for anything or anyone because we are a flamin’ babe.
“Look like a girl
Act like a Lady
Think like a man
Work like a boss”
slam yo.
Not named yet:
I was born from two flower children
I walked inconspicuously between scorching sand and icy waves
I designed a perfect figure out of corruption
That sat heavily between my brain
Into the depths of my hypothalamus
I am blunt
I sat on your shoulders
Drinking wine with you
I got dizzy and sent to be landed
To the serene pavement
My oldest memory is unforgettable
The...
January 2012
25 posts
WatchI died. So funny
If it’s true that it takes double the amount of time to get over someone you loved for the amount of time you loved them… then I’m going to be mourning you for 10 years and you for 23ish years. That’s just fucked now isn’t it? Well I love you both all the same, not the same, but the same. See you when I’m 42, that will be the year. HA
Rata-tat-tat
Why can’t I see straight and why don’t I know what I want. I should know what I want by now. Nobody makes me happy anymore… We don’t make each other happy anymore… I can tell. I try though, I promise, I try.
“You’ve got me hot with all those...
“Hey remember that time when we decided to kiss anywhere except the mouth”
I'm done partying like the Backstreet Boys
…And it will all disappear. We will contort ourselves into makeshift stereotypes and forget about the rest. You live for the excitement and when it doesn’t exist you lose your touch. Therefore, I’m loosing my interest.
I can’t forget tomorrow. Thrive, create and become somewhat driven.
Smile, just fucking smile.
Slide
You’ve changed me the most this time, in comparison to all the other times before. I sort of want to follow our rules; When have I ever wanted to follow rules. Normally, it’s a negative attraction not a positive. Somethings are changing, I suppose. All I want to do is lay in your bed and talk about the old times and forget about all the bad stuff between us from the PAST. Go on now,...
Breath…Just keep breathing….No you idiot, the air is not getting thinner… And no it’s not getting hotter… Just breath… Breath
I’m leaving with improvement and hoping for more. Losing it but living it. We can do this, I can do this, and one day maybe I’ll know what I actually want. I promised to tell you what I don’t know, so I will work on...
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Just too good…like too good
And then I stopped being so cold. I just sunk deeper and deeper into it…
